I HAVE A CONCUSSION. PROBS WONT BE ON VERY MUCH FROM A WEEK TO UP TO A MONTH.
I know it hasent been that long since i got back but i need a break. from everything. ill still do my best to get on when i can but i cant make any promises. im very upset, and i probly will be for a few months untill i accept the fact that i wasnt there and there was nothing i could do.
i swore to my little brother i would protect him. that i would make sure no one would ever hurt him. ever. he has autism, which is one reason why i only want him to expeience the happy things in life. when anything scares him or hurts him its like he resets himself, and he has to build back up to where he was. I just found out as f 2/3/19 that he was abused by my mother's husband for almost a whole year. its hard for me not to want to hurt myself to take the pain from him. it hurts that im 17 hours away from him in a different state. it hurts that he will no longer be the happy-go-lucky over the top little dude that i raised and grew up with. it hurts that it is illegal for me to go to missouri anymore for my own saftey till im 18 because of this wreched man. it will forever be embbeded into his mind, as well as mine. last ime i was with him (summer of 2016) was a hard time for both of us. my brother and my mother had to watch as i almost had my life taken from me by a shut down yet still running hosptial that did experiments on people. he locked me in the vehical as he threatened my mom if i tried anything, with a knife, while making me get admitted into that hell hole. i have ptsd from it, but i was greatful it was me and not my little dude. i hoped that he understood that i would go through it all over again to keep something like that from happening from him. yet it still did. i knew that our "step-dad" was shady, but i was thinking it was only to me. he was wiccen, and he treated my brother like his son while i was there. he wanted him to be cheif and take his spot. even though i didnt like him in the slightest, i still found that soothing to my mind. i was worried with how he treated my mother, as he would fake seizers to pull her heart strings. never had i though he would do somehing to my brother. my brother. i will loath his exsistance on this planet till the day he dies.
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